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See what happens and how you feel. It will get easier. I never thought in the depths of my incredible sadness, that telling anyone anything about how I felt during the worst moments of my life, would be something that would heal me, make things easier, or by any means make me feel better.
I miss Randy horribly. He would pull me out of my head and back down to the ground over and over again at the beginning.
And now I can only pray that he knows how many times that saved me. Now we can talk. And then… the best part… NOT having to talk about it anymore. Even though we all thrive on the nitty gritty details of what could possibly force marriages to end and people to be so incredibly sad And no matter how painful things feel for me right now So here we go My husband Cason and I are no longer together.
There was a brief time when he lived back at home with me and the girls, as I tried with every fiber of my being to overcome and work through things with him, but ultimately we have decided that permanent separation - and now divorce - would be best Last week, I officially filed my divorce papers.
Why did it take so long? Because I wanted to wake up from this nightmare. Because it hurt too badly. Because the thought of being legally an "I" and not an "Us" makes me crumble to my very core. Seeing the final names, date and my lawyers letterhead on that paperwork in my inbox the other day, put me into a crying fit so hard that I unknowingly ruptured a blood vessel in my left eye.
Nobody prepares you for so much sadness in this life.
It just hits you straight on, like a truck moving miles per hour. You just have to figure out how to stay alive. I was blind-sighted and crushed when my entire happy world came crumbling down around me.
If someone would of told me that I would be able to survive through the immense heartache, bone-crushing grief, loss of control and excruciating emotional pain that these past 2 years would put me through Because it IS possible to keep moving I miss what I had. I miss naive happiness. I just miss being truly happy as a whole.
Downloading my really important or incredibly silly feelings, fears and thoughts to another adult at the end of a hard day - in order to decompress so I can sleep better.
I steer clear of gravitating towards people, bloggers and personalities who do just that The one who puts on a show, just to avoid the speculation? All of that being said, even though I have full support from my closest friends and family to say and do whatever I need to, in order to heal And changed and different forever.
I want to hold it tight and keep it safe, because it WAS real. It was MY happiness. Some hiding behind computers, and some who have said things directly to me. We obsess usually in a healthy waylove or become invested-in people we are drawn to. But then what happens when things are bad?My current "reference" JP uses only two tubes in the signal path, both of them a alphabetnyc.com other four signal path tubes in the stock JP have been removed (all 3 in the line stage and the phono stage cathode follower).There is a V-Cap CuTF Teflon capacitor uf) coupling the two remaining tubes and another V-Cap CuTF Teflon (1 uf) at the output of the second tube.
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